jeannette meier

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Being and Creating

Some times I feel as if I have fallen into a hole in my process of being and creating.

Some times I just do not know where to continue to. It is, as if I would be standing still not being able to take another step because I wouldn’t know where to step toward.

Other times I would have been nervous, desperately tapping to discover where to step, and finally moving forward to anywhere just to surpass the moment. Many times falling with it by stepping in desperation of doing anything that would comply with the need to continue doing.

We’ve been raised to fear that if we stand still, we will not reach success. We have grown up being pushed forward through continuous inputs to react to walk no matter if we do not know (or do not have time to think) where we are heading. We just need to do to achieve. We just need to forget about ourselves to react with action to be successful.

I have followed these rules (if I may call these so) several times and I have fallen many times. After several bruises, I have understood that this is not my way to go. My body has spoken. My body has told me not to run anymore. My body has taught me to listen to me.

Today I stand still. Today I wait and trust. Today I am patient until I feel the next step. My intuition guides me where I have to move. I walk slowly, step by step, until I am again able to retake my normal pace, clearing my view and potentiating my being and my creation.

This is what brings me success. This is what shows me my way, because I am a Socially-Conscious Change Maker who creates through my being.

Falling into a hole once in a while to patiently and trustworthy re-discover where I stand and where I will step next, reinforces me and my project. By getting out, my vision of what there is has changed. I am glad it did, because I adjust myself to it through my project to continue my path into what I am to become and what I came to create.

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With love, JEM